Considering how terrible the past month had been for me, I'm even more determined to end off my 2007 with only the happy moments.
2 hrs away from Christmas Day and I'm feeling truly happy...Take a peek into the reasons why...
Wanna say this once and never to mention it again. I'm typing this out as though I'm reading out loud what ever that goes though my mind and heart.
Read my thoughts like an open book..
Over the past 6 weeks, more often that I liked, I felt beaten.
Trust me, it's such a lousy feeling when you can't control things that happen in your life.
There were alot of moments when I bit my tongue and pinched my arm, hoping that I'll wake up from this nightmare.
But I'm grateful for the family and friends who stood by me during this low point in my life.
I count my own blessings and I'm thankful.
I've always known that my family will stand firm next to me.
However, I felt ashamed for having to put my Dad and Mum through this with me.
For they've grown old and I've thought I should be their support by now.
My Dad, the one who seldom display affections towards us, held and hugged me so many times.
My Mum, the one kept reassuring me that everything will be fine just before I entered the operation room.
My Sis, the one who threw aside her work (despite this being her peak period) and flew back to see me. Her msg "I can be there for you" moved me to tears.
This ordeal also made me more affirmed of those whom I deemed as my true friends.
Just when I'm most vulnerable, I'm so glad I had you guys with me.
My NP girls and Mkt friends who showered me with care and concern.
And I'm genuinely touched by my colleagues.
I knew for sure they aren't just my superficial friends but those who truly care about me.
And of coz there are friends out of the NP, Mkt and OMD gang who had touched me with their sincerities. I know who you are... =)
So this Christmas, I wanna thank all of you...
For simply being there for me.
MERRY X'MAS!!!
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